For a while I have dreamed to be able to play the cello. What a beautiful instrument. I searched for classes, but ended up not taking them because I didn’t have the money, time, and energy for it. I wanted to focus fully on performing, singing and composition. But this wish, and my love for the timbre of the cello didn’t go away. What if I could quickly build an intuitive instrument for myself, so that I could be able to express myself with something that comes close to a cello?
Description of my music and songs
– What makes your music / band special?
“I stumbled upon your wilderness
All of a sudden
Immersed by all your elements
While surrounded by flora and cleaned by your falls
There you are
I am really enthusiastic about the concepts of involving the audience in a music performance and allowing people to create music together in an intuitive way (without needing music knowledge). That’s why I started to play around with the Kinect, to track how people walk in a space, and let their movements create music. (this fascination with movement to music seems to relate to a previous project of mine: TardiSpaces)
1. One person = one instrument
Random Thoughts during Session with Leo Delfgauw
Research collab with conservatory?
Thoughts: am I too stuck in my usual practice? Not experimenting enough?
This is a song in progress. It was actually based on an old short musical piece which I then called “Guitar Bow Piece” because I experimented with playing a guitar with a bow. But I actually really liked the melody and atmosphere of it and it gave me the vague feeling of “opening up”. This feeling was really similar to what I have been thinking about lately.
Since I have been reading “Everyone is an Artist” and “The Ethics of Authenticity”, I started to gain a new understanding about my quest (and the modern quest in general) for living an authentic life. I even started blogging about it. But views from authors like from the books I mentioned, made me realise how much we can become obsessed by self-fulfilment, and finding our true selves, that we can become “locked in our own hearts”. The authors believe that the value of authenticity is beautiful, but they think that nowadays we tend to close ourselves off and care less for causes beyond the self. I myself was really involved in this modern quest for authenticity, and I see it around me everyday. So when having read these books, I wanted to open up a bit more to the world around me. And I think this is important for everyone. This song will be about this process of opening up.
Studio Visit Leo Delfgauw
Wenkenbach instituut > vernieuwing in ontwerpen zorg omgeving
Troostbos & Engelen – Moniek Toebosch
Getting a grip on what I’ve read in The Ethics Of Authenticity by Charles Taylor
1. Individualism: loss of meaning, fading of moral horizons
Breaking loose of moral horizons > loss of meaning / something worth dying for / pitiable comfort / centring on the self / less concern about others. Continue reading Getting a grip on what I’ve read in The Ethics Of Authenticity by Charles Taylor
Here is the 1st part of my next video project named Chaos & Harmony. There will be a compilation of short videos (animation 2D/3D or real shooting).
Inspiration from Lecture Leo Delfgauw
“The Greeting” – Bill Viola
Today I built a small dome out of paper. I think this was triggered by seeing the work-in-progress of Annie Dorsen in the Grand Theatre Groningen. Even though I didn’t completely relate to her storyline and projections, the experience of lying inside there and being immersed by the projections made me enthusiastic.
I wanted to figure out what my projections look like in a dome like that. I thought maybe I could build it out of cardboard, a lot bigger, so that people can lie in it and be immersed by the projections that belong to my music. For example, for the footage I had an idea to film a person lying on a green screen and taking several poses. Then I would play with the background of the footage and display it in the dome. The movement of person in the footage laying there (or floating in the dome) would be influenced by the music. But this has several (technical) challenges. This is my first experiment with it just to get the first idea on how easy it is to construct a dome, and get a glimpse of what it would be like to do one of my projections in it.